I have been reflecting a lot on Romans 8. For a while, I have been getting stuck on the whole concept of “You are for me.” Specifically, this line: If God is for us, who can be against us? (verse 31b) What does this mean? Who can be against me?
Then it hits me. God LOVES me. He is WITH me. When I am apart from His will, His Spirit draws me back in. He guide me. He gives me opportunities to obey Him, to draw near to Him, to seek forgiveness and His Truth. He gives us victory when we overcome the lies of the enemy with His Truth, with His strength. God’s victory is SURE against the enemy. God’s desire is for me to be continually sanctified and transformed to His likeness. Nothing can separate us from Him when we are adopted through Christ.
He will not give me EVERYTHING. He gives me what I need. He does not want me do whatever I want; He wants me to seek after His heart and follow His will. He faithfully reminds me of His grace, His mercy. He fills me with His love. His fruit grows within my heart and soul. He desires my worship of Him! I want to crave Him above all things!
I am weak. I fall. And His Spirit lifts me up, and the blood of Christ washes over me. We begin again. And again. And again. I am human. He is full of patience and mercy. He knows my weaknesses, and leads me to His Truth so that I may learn to flee from temptations. He always provides me a way out from them! He equips me with HIS armor so that I may stand firm against the devil and his schemes.
This is what it means that He is for me. He does not forsake me in my times of needs. He surrounds me, fills me with strength, creates the safety net beneath me that I will inevitably need time and time again. And He allows me, through time and reflection, to see His hand in each and every one of those falls I take. I am thankful for my weaknesses, for the strength He provides to bring me through them each time. He carries me, even when I don’t recognize it. Yep, I am human, and quite often blind to His Holy Work. So when He does reveal that to me, I am in awe. I am humbled and thankful. He has saved me so many times! Thank You, Father! Thank You for Your limitless love! I am constantly in awe of You!